well first what version do u have? Second even if u dont want to hear u should start small if u start u gonna fail. When you want to start big it all gets overwhelming eventually i myself are working with my brother for a few years with gamestudio we had lots of ideas for games which were big projects but we never started them and never could get anything done because the project was too big for us so recently we just started a samll acarde game which is not much of work and still can be fun to play and learn how things work. And your first doesnt need to stand out ours wont as well. So again my advice is to start something like a shooter or pacman clone or something in that range. Then you gonna succeed. And u can learn alot from small games even if u dont think u can.
cheers
Damarus