I cant really speak for anyone else but I have to say this to you.
Your apology is gratefully received and appreciated
It may sound harsh but I was hoping to catch you before the silent critics get in for a bit of restorative justice like actually choosing to ignore, ranting back (good for flame wars)or directly insulting.
In other words, it could get a little uncomfortable with your present avatar and may affect many in a negative way.
Still, I did that too in my 'youth' and was Moderated for it, several times in fact but in the end I learnt a little patience (didnt really have any before as I wanted everything NOW.)
I hope thats quite clear as to the why's and wherefores and not as a MOD getting heavy, I'm just an oppinionated user who is long past being a MOD.