@Redeemer well said man. You hit the nail on the head. The proper method you described is exactly how I want to get into the industry as a game writer. That's why I emphasized in my jobs wanted post that I wanted to start with small projects that would be finished so I could proudly say I contributed to it. I have dreams too, but I understand that I don't have the skills to make them materialize.

@Jake Dude why do you think I flipped out on you in our emails? I was blown away by the fact that you thought you could give me advice on my anxiety and depression. I had to go back and take out most of the f-bombs in that one email. You're still young and don't know a ton about life. Get over yourself man or you're just going to make more people angry.

I didn't tell you off or curse you out because you seem like a really nice guy, but the way you conduct yourself and the fact that you blatantly refuse to take anyone's advice comes off as ignorant and immature.

I've said it several times myself as others others have here. We are trying to HELP YOU by fixing your BAD ATTITUDE. Accept reality or face disappointment further down the road once you're realized you got in over your head, and many of us have been there.