It has nothing to do with self-finding. I used my real name at the beginning because I have nothing to hide. But even Dan Silverman changed his real name later. In the end I adapted to your behaviour to hide behind a virtual avatar. As an example I still think that Inestical is not the best name at all especially when someone inserts accidentally a "c" after the second letter. If you do that once accidentally it could be that you never get that out of the head in the future.

My name is still anchored to the real world with my real first name. The machinery part stands for my self exploitation. I work often 12 hours a day, sometimes even longer, like a machine.