Joquan, if I would believe in god, I would take your behaviour as gods sign to really hurt you.
And I am very sure that one can find many, very clear quotes in the bible which state your thinking as completely wrong.
And sorry to let you know this truth, but your god is fake as well and was made up and kept alive to exploit the believers.
And btw, is the catholic or the protestant or some other church the true one in your opinion? Just wondering, as they also all believe in the same god, but see things kinda different, so I guess all their gods are fake as well?

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